Sometimes you go somewhere looking for something, and find something else.
And to your surprise, what you find might be of more valuable than the thing you seek.
As a brother from Tanah Rata shared, our God is a God of surprises.
Jensen thought he was getting away from all the birthday-ish stuff by going up. He didn't quite get to, and found a Guns & Roses CD instead. Haha.
But seriously. I went up Cameron full of expectations about relaxing and having a lot of unconventional fun. I went up seeking respite from what has frankly been a few unbearable weeks, in terms of workload (at least, according to my admittedly low threshold of what constitutes 'unbearable'). Now I DID find it, but I also realized something more.
Come to me, all you who are burdened and heavy laden, and I shall give you rest
How ironic then that most of the work that has been bonking me out centers around His ministry. I really need to think and pray about how I approach this. On one hand, we are not to be fair-weather Christians - but well, if the extent of work jeopardizes my own personal walk with God, then I either need to handle my time better or learn how to say No to more responsibilities, or both.
I fell sick in Cameron, and I had to be sent to the hospital to be treated. Now normally you'd see that as a pretty big bummer right? I suppose it was, for the parts when I was like ughhhdyingggg like on the way to the hospital and when I was being treated, but you know ah, it's not really a bad thing you know.
In a really weird way, I was sorta happy as I lay sick on the bed in our chalet. My friends were taking such good care of me I couldn't have smiling. It's like being at home. 4 years in CJCH and a year in Westlake and I don't recall being taken care of so well. That's the worst part about being sick away from home because your family isn't there for you, but up there, it was like I was with family anyway :)
Christians call each other brothers and sisters, and it's not just for show, not when a bond is made through the blood of Jesus.
Wouldn't change a single thing that happened up there. Seeya next time :)
Couldn't help smiling when I read this post =) I had a great time with you guys up there, wouldn't change it for anything too! I think God really took care of us!
ReplyDeleteyea.. it's a great moment.. God really gives surprises.. especially when comes to building relationship.. through sick person.. haha..
ReplyDeleteI can't help smiling either :)
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